Monday, April 26, 2010

Crap

Am i a person who easily give up?I really don't know.I really miss old times crap and hang out with my dear friends.Memories are meant to be recall only because what happening had already become a past tense.To my astonishment,i have to know my friends activities through their blogs.It is no longer the same.If now i have a secret,i'm not sure whether i will share with them.I love to chat with AMY,WEIX and WAN NGOR.It just feels not right.Something is missing like a connective wire.I know all of us lead a different pathway.

I failed my driving test,created many excuse.Or no.I am a crybaby.Longing to become a stronger girl and ignore those who backstab me.It is hard.Damn hard.You can't change yourself overnight.I know i have many weaknesses.Luckily my friends willing to accept it.Can't i just ignore others and be myself.The real me without any pretence..What's wrong with me.Stupid me.May be i waste too much time finding a perfect me.Nobody's perfect.

Had fun with wan ngor.Shopping and chatting covers most of the times with her.AND Amy,you are not alone kay.If you are alone then what makes me not.May be you should counsel me.Wakaka.haha